10:50 am - 2003-09-15
Sara vs. Sara
You know what, you suck, ok? Just freakin' get over yourself and wake the crap up. You are so afraid of living that you're wasting everything that you have, and believe it or not, that's actually a lot. You are a coward who is too chicken to do more than exist and too yellow to do anything about it. Open your frigging eyes and look around you---so what if this person who claims he "comes closer to understanding you than anybody else does" is too blind to see that he's killing you, and so what if he's stupid enough to leave sharp objects lying around where you can get at them...does that give you reason to use them? They can't hurt you unless you let them. Are you so presumptious to think that just because everything seems wrong, nothing is right? What more is it going to take for you to be able to realize that you do not have to be your mother? How many signs are you going to have to see before it occurs to you to listen to what your heart says and ignore all the static? How long are you going to treat life like so much background noise and everybody who's stuck with you as a crutch? How many scars is it going to take anyway?

Are you even listening?

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